Friends

I am so thankful for some of my friends. I honestly don't know what I would do without some of them. I have those friends that know when somethings wrong, without me even saying anything. Then there are those friends that can bring you back to reality at the drop of a hat. Then I have those friends that can pray with me when I need prayer, friends that I can talk about work related stuff with, and friends that I can talk about my crazy family with. I guess we are are blessed with many different friends. So, to my friends Thank you for always being there for me I honestly don't know where I'd be without some of you guys.

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I really miss Virginia. Most days I'm happy living in Texas but, today is one of those days that I really miss Virginia. There are tons of places for me to go and visit or hide for that matter. I could be sitting on top of Mount Trashmore and just over look the lake or the highway. Granted it might be a little cold this time of year but, it would be worth it. I think I'm going home for Spring Break, I think in all honesty I need a break from the Valley.

The year 2012

So I figured the only way I would keep my

New Years Resolution is if I posted it

and then I am held to what I say... So here goes..

1. Register and Start Graduate School ( I want to knock out at least 4-6 classes)

2. Go to zumba 3 times a week (working my way up to 2 hours each class)

3. Buy a house ( my dream house being 3 bedrooms, 2 baths, and the Kitchen is a deal breaker)

4. Attend mass every Sunday and Benediction on Fridays

5. Attend 2 concerts

6. See at least 6 movies in the theater (not the dollars movies)

7. Eat a little healthier (more fruits, veggies, etc...)

8. Do some Traveling

9. Spend more time with my friends (I've been a hermit lately)

10. Enjoy the simple things in life

If I fail to up hold anything I posted here I shall be deemed a failure or lazy...

However you care to see it....

The contemplative Heart

There comes a time where you sit and wonder what it is that you really want from life. Do you want happiness, love, wealth, etc.. For now, mine lies in the fact that I am completely lost when it comes to deciding how I feel. I want more than anything to open myself up to someone but, yet I shield away because yes, like every other girl out there I've been hurt and pretty badly at that. It shouldn't be this new person's fault but, those feelings of doubt, and every now again regret are there. He love's me more than I think I deserve sometimes because, I... in return can't express myself at the level he's at. Granted he's not rushing me, sometimes I feel...lost...I guess and even then that's not the right word. I don't know maybe a little more time will show me that it's okay to open my heart again....right?